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If you have built castles in the air, your work need not be lost; there is where they should be.
Now put foundations under them.

Henry David Thoreau

Monday, February 16, 2009

such a downer...sorry :(

I'm so miserable.

Jordan is showing symptoms of shunt overdrainage. I just talked to the neuro phys. assistant who said bring him in tomorrow at 1pm for a ct scan and probable adjustment. I said "HOW LONG are you going to have him in there every 2 wks to turn him up, turn him down, turn him up, turn him down?!" I am so FRUSTRATED :*(

We borrowed two space heaters, they helped some, its 52 as opposed to the 42 yesterday a.m. but its liable to be a while before its actually DONE. I stayed awake til 1am scared the heaters would catch the house on fire...finally turned them off at 1. Woke up at 4am frozen, turned them back on. Alarm clock went off at 5am to get up.

Danny's van is broke down (alternator) and his truck has been broke down for a while (busted radiator).

I'm cold.

I have to heat water for a tepid 3 inch bath, have to be at work at 11a.m. Have to call in for tomorrow :( I've called in so much its a good thing I'm an excellent employee (when I'm actually there) or they'd fire me :(

I have to dry clothes elsewhere. The laundrymat dryer, one load (towels, sheets) was literally SMOKING when they came out. The whole load smells scorched.

I'm just miserable.

I'm trying to keep a good attitude and be content and trust God that He's working it all out for my good.
But..misery central.

Please pray for me to keep it together..again..some more..a little longer..that never seems to END.

The end. Of this whine at least.


LauraJ said...

big big big hugs melzie! gosh i wish there was something i could do besides pray!

Mindy said...

Praying, Melzie.

One Christian Mom said...

May God bless you and keep you in the palm of his hand! I wish you lived closer, I would let you move in until everything is fixed!

Aunt Jenny said...

(((((((((hugs from here Mel))))))))) and I will keep praying for you. I wish you were closer and I could bring over something warm!

Clare said...

Oh ................... well everything. I wish I could help. It will get better, but in the meantime I'm sending you huge cyber hugs. My worries and sorrows pale into insignificance compared to yours.