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If you have built castles in the air, your work need not be lost; there is where they should be.
Now put foundations under them.

Henry David Thoreau

Tuesday, August 29, 2006

Its not my fault! or is it? nah. maybe. or not.

I am coming to realize a lot of things now that I've ripened into my 30's. The depression gig was one. (who knew?) another I am fast realizing is, I am flakey. What do I mean by that? Well I can BARELY make a decision. And its an agonizing process to go through as I try. And then lo and behold, decision made ::dum da da dum!:: and then...second thoughts. 3rd thoughts. 155 thoughts. Lost sleep over THOUGHTS.

I went to bed last night confident in my decsion of keeping Hawger in pre-k and dropping headstart. Woke up today doubting. WHY do I do this to myself. Then alot of times I will just abstain from deciding things...only LIFE doesnt wait for me to un-flake myself. But I digress (LOL as usual).

Well if I am coming to all these realizations in the 30 yrs I should have the problems of the world solved in my 40's ;-) so stay tuned! LOL

I cant remember if I showed another sneak peak of my shoo-fly dont bother me stuff or not.
If I can get this pigsty errrr house cleaned up today I am going to try to sew :)

have a great Tuesday!

God loves me no matter HOW flakey I am :)
I will eventually straigten up and get my act together. maybe. someday. hopefully. or not lol.
tree frogs!

xoxo melzie


RANDI said...

Hi Melz,

Could you send me your email address? I can't find it on your page and I would like to send you a couple of book recommendations!

(((HUGS))) for you!

Darlene - Dazed Quilter said...

Melzie - remember God loves you because you're flakey! And, what makes you think that you don't have your act together? Relax and enjoy your life!

Susan said...

Love the colors on that top Shoo-fly!

Make a decision, pray about it. If it feels right, then move on. If it doesn't, then back up and go the other way. Don't let too much of your life be consumed by dithering. Trust God not to let you go too far wrong.

As far as headstart and pre-k, it isn't going to ruin his life, either way you go. But would you pull him out for him . . . or for you?

Shelina said...

Good luck with your decision making. I'm sure you'll wind up with the decision that you think is best for him.

Yeah, and most decisions in life can be changed.